Be Thankful

Be thankful that sunrises and sunsets are free, or else we couldn't afford them.
Be thankful that behind ever storm is surely the rainbow of hope and future sunshine.
Be thankful for our mistakes, because life would be so boring if we are all perfect.
Be thankful for the Stress ,so that we can be reminded to relax and balance our life well.

Have a thousands of reason to be thankful today. . .

Time to Learn

- Dont spend your lifetime loving a person a person if you have no
plans to tell how you feel,its SELFISH!

- Love can never be beautiful without Friendship

-The Best Lovers are the the best of friends

-Empty is the life that filled with nothing but things

-If your Enemy is hungry, Feed him, if he's thirsty,
give him a drink, you'll make burn him burn in shame!

Telling the truth and someone cry is better than telling a lie
and making someone smile. .

Live Life Well. . .

My Love Questions

How do I say goodbye to someone I never had?


Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?


why is that I miss you someone I was never With?


And I asked why I love someone Who's love was never mine?

Blindfolded

Blindfolded and Walking alone, that's what most of us feel us.
In a lifetime full of major risks and decisions.
It might seem safer to remain stagnant.
It isn't more fulfilling if despite the fear
of falling from a cliff and bruised knees, steps where taken?
In the End,losing and mistakes won't count.
What matter Most is the person we turned out to be.
Not naive but wise and completely molded by experiences.

See Yourself First

When you are on the way to court with your accuser, try to settle
the matter before you get there. Otherwise, your accuser may drag
you before the judge, who will hand you over to an officer, who will
throw you into prison, and if that happens, you wont be free again
until you have paid the very last penny. .

Lesson
Never ever accuse or judge people of their own flaws and weaknesses.
Settle yourself first at the MIRROR. We maybe worst than others. . .

Unnoticed

HOw was it to be unnoticed
by the person You love the most?
*Its as if you were offering your most
beautiful portrait to a blind Person.

True Intelligent person

We can be fine even when others do not have a good opinion of us.What matter most is not what others think of us,but we think of ourselves.Besides, a True Intelligent person is the one who can pretend to be fool of a foolwho pretends to be intelligent...

Gossips

Gossips are worse than thieves because they steal another person's, dignity, honor, reputation and credibilitywhich are almost impossible to restore. So remember this: " when your feet slips, you can always recover your balancebut when your tongue slips, you can never recover your words. . .

Dont Let yourself be stopped

Dont Let yourself be stopped by anything from doing what have always wanted. We are all afraidof not fitting in to this world, of not being accepted. But it only takes for you to look aroundand figure out that you are sorrounded by people who love you unconditionally. Feel free to make mistakes. Celebrate Life.because even you srug them away, the people who love you will always choose to stay.

Romeo Take me somewhere we can be alone

Juliet wasn't Romeo's First Love . It was a girl name Rosaline. He adored her so much but Fell instantly with Juliet. Thats how Uncertain Love is, the Persons who we THOUGHT are MEANT for us were Really Just INSTRUMENTS to find the Ones Destined for US.

Friends Confession

Im a Friend that would cheer you up whenever your down.comforts you when your sad, fight for youwhen your hurt.
A friend who's always there for you.
But Like you, I also encounter Problems which makes me sad and feel so down.So if ever you think I have changed and doesn't care for you anymore, just thinkthat friends do cry and get tired too.
I'm Probably just trying to fix som troubles with myself and earning some strength in order to be your shield Again.

A taste of Catharsis

When I was young, people had build my expectation that falling in love is a wonderful thing that would happen to you… that it was like a firework, so bright and full of colors that illuminates the dark sky… or a garden where every flowers are at bloom… but behind this magical feelings sparks also fades, and suddenly you just woke up and you wonder how could it all change? Does it really dies or you were just blinded that everything will stay the same the way they are? Beyond words can explain how it happens… your heart still pound but every beat comes with pain that sometimes is unbearable, you began to expect that you are wrong but surprisingly you had anticipated what will come next…. At first its confusing but as days passes you succumb to the truth that when you fall in love expect that falling out comes after and be ready for it, for life has its two sides no matter how beautiful life has to offer.

Premises

In life we constantly evolve, we learn things, we love some of it and while the rest, we try to live it for a lifetime. There are these things that happen on us that would give lessons that we will never forget. Decisions come and go in our everyday activities whatever consequences that will lead to another, happens without us not realizing it. I blame no one for what I had become for the past years of my life. I may have fulfilled certain dreams and goals but deep down I know there is a part of me which is neither missing… something rather someone who can not be replaced nor get substitute by fame, work or stability. Beyond my not so perfect and happy world I still have high hopes and I will never stop believing that time will come for me, a moment of unending beauty and an overflowing garden of bliss.

Flashback

As I was physically travelling back home, I myself was at the time warp, wandering under the memory lane back in 2003. I would not have any idea what lies ahead as I try to uncover some answers as to what I am right now and on what I have become. It surprises me that it is much easier for me now to look back on things and what happened then. Was it a closure this time? I myself don’t know…I was deliberately happy to reminisce on the part-- And my world stops as soon as he spins me on our very first dance under the moonlight wearing just my pajama and not a flowing dress. It was overwhelming for me, I believe I was not emotionally and psychologically ready for this, it feels like it was happening again, it is surreal and again I felt like a princess on a fairytale. But my smile fade instantly knowing that deep down it would only become a very special memory and no chance will it happen again for he had become somebody else’s dream… now it is clear that the moment we decided to part ways and ended whatever we had: my life, my heart and my dreams dies with him. Will it ever live again? Maybe on different light-years or another life time, but right now I need to climb out from the black hole which I reside for the past six years…

It. Must Have

lately i get consumed by thoughts, living in the realm of fantasy… trying to stop myself to be out of my league but i failed to do so, i end up every start of the day thinking it could happen. when will this end? maybe when someone or something happen, when i wake up on the dreams i have for this few months…

Epilogue

i guess no one really moves on but they had just learned to accept things… after the storm had passed, i see the silver lining as the sun starts to shine, across it was a painted sky… it is time for me to open my eyes and feel the warm breeze that life has to offer. as i see the horizon it offers me a better life, if it was yesterday, i would have stick to this gloomy side of the world. i am done waiting on this crossroads, i figured out you weren’t able to get here and meet me halfway.

life has lots of things to offer, and i am overwhelmed to this… it is like starting over, and surely, every bit of the step i will take is refreshing. my life had just began and a little more of days to come beyond my not so perfect self i will get through it. and now i am running towards the spring season leaving you behind, i must say it feels damn good and one thing is for sure i feel light… gone are the hatred and anger i had kept all this years

tomorrow is yet to come as my eyes is wide shut open… unlocking the door of chances i will all take with eagerness

… a fragment of the past you might see but beyond the cracks and breaks lies a happy, contented and ready for the next fall…this is the new me

The Storm

It is a little bit dark right now and i’m getting afraid each day not to see your face, it is very difficult for me to let you go. winds are blowing hard as i keep my clutch from those memories we had, and still i am uncertain until when can i hold on, i struggle to reach out hoping you will be there, i scream so loud but seems to me you can’t hear me. will i ever be able to get out from this? or will you help me sort things through out…

Notation

I never like the thought of leaving, of being left alone, but every time I try to get hold with something and someone I grow fond of, things began to fall out, I am not sure if which of those is the hardest or the most devastating of all but I know I was left broken and in pieces, did I become whole again? I am not sure either, but one thing I am positive I had grown up to how this feels. That no matter how people try to convince me that I need to believe and hope things will be better I know, deep down it will never be the same again. I was a shattered person and I never hope nor wish, but I do try to dream to be fixed someday. If when, again I am not sure. One thing is definite, that I bleed every time I go through this I may have grown to how it feels but I am not immune with it. That every time I encounter this phase I still feel the pain and my guard was down all the time, maybe others are right when they say history repeats itself until lessons are learned. Maybe, I never learned a thing that is why it keeps coming back… I know I will someday (did I just hope when I say that… hmm, this must be a good step to start things again) but maybe I wont, I know am resistant on things, and I will just keep going there to repeat every cycle of hurt I have…

Addiction

I’ve been inlove before, its like narcotic, at first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day , you want more. you’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. you think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. but then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. if he’s not there, you feel like an addict who can’t get fix. and just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you’re willing to do anything for love. so we should only love those who can stay near us…

Exnihilate

Unstable… that was the right term at the very moment you saw me. And I was amazed on how you try to pick me up then little by little you put me in to pieces. As my world continue to close in, and the darkness is engulfing my very last breath, you came to save me, giving your very best to revive me. When my world crumbles you where there every step of the way becoming my knight and yes you are shining… I was amazed by how you swiftly came to my life and how fast I believed in you. Then I felt like I was whole again. Never did I anticipate that you will also be gone in just a brief motion. I guess it was neither just a chance that you are there at the right time but never an option for you nor your choice to stay with me. I can’t comprehend the magnitude of losing you by my side... so I try to fight back; I try to push through the pain, then I realized the more I try to get near you, the farther you go away from me… I can’t take another step, because I know one more step and I will be walking away. So I keep still then close my eyes, and there I can feel you, I can see you in front of me. With this serenity and a guarantee to be with you, I decided to stay here in the dark, it may be frightening but at least there is hope. And so my world starts crumbling again, the darkness begins to engulf me as the walls are closing in, I was self destructive and I am breaking in to pieces, in painful doubt I wait for you to fly underneath me to save me, and you never came, I can’t wait any longer, as I take my last breath, I think I have to save myself, then again I realized I was… unstable